What I'll miss the most

When I leave for USCG, what I'll miss the most (besides my friends OF COURSE!) is my individuality, the ability to be girly and play with fashion. I don't even care about all the physical fitness and drills and mental beat downs I'm going to take. I'm strong enough to take that. But having to do away with getting to dress fun and keep up with a blog and discover new music and make art, that will all be GONE. Without music and art and fashion, what am I? But then again, that's what I've thrived on for so many years, maybe I'll find out what's really under all that influence.

Just Do It

This may be a huge mistake. I'm leaving soon. Part of me wants to just cut it off now and keep to myself untill I move. But part of me...ohhh part of me. I want to experience everything about you and use up every little piece you have for the time being. I want to disreguard your feelings, because I know my mind is set on leaving, and I don't know if it would hurt you when I pull the bandaid off. Someone once told me that it's better to regret something you did than something you didn't do, and I don't know if I could leave without knowing. To be reckless, or have mercy.

Notebook who?

Who knew Ryan Gosling was such a genius? The spooky retro-halloween-esque sounds mixed with a children's choir...Dead Man's Bones is nothing short of brilliant.

new shoesssss

Don't you [heart] them????

HOH

Bands I'm excited to see at Harvest of Hope this weekend:

Matt Pond PA, Rogue Wave, 7 Seconds, Antiflag, Protagonist, The Loved Ones, Broken Social Scene, Portugal The Man, Port O'brien, Billy Bragg, Japanther, The Mountain Goats, Delta Spirit, Cymbals Eat Guitars, Crime in Stereo, Defiance Ohio, Fruit Bats, Freelance Whales, Jose Gonzalez, Kimya Dawson

And I'm psyched to get dirty and hear new bands that can further enforce the fact that I LOVE MY LIFE!

A Few Good Songs

The Beggars

This song reminds me of you. I love/hate you, and hope everything is going swell. I don't wish you'd get hit by a truck anymore.