When I leave for USCG, what I'll miss the most (besides my friends OF COURSE!) is my individuality, the ability to be girly and play with fashion. I don't even care about all the physical fitness and drills and mental beat downs I'm going to take. I'm strong enough to take that. But having to do away with getting to dress fun and keep up with a blog and discover new music and make art, that will all be GONE. Without music and art and fashion, what am I? But then again, that's what I've thrived on for so many years, maybe I'll find out what's really under all that influence.