Artist of the Week

I stumbled upon this artist and love all of his/her stuff...only problem is, he/she is yet to be identified...if anyone knows who does these enticingly kick-ass paintings let me know.

Never Let Go

"Know someone as much as you can. Hold onto the moments that define them. Then when their body leaves, they won’t."

More of my favorite blogger to follow: http://www.iwrotethisforyou.me/

On a lighter note

This song has put a smile on my face unconditionally for the past three years, everytime, without fail.

Ignorance is Bliss

If you're fed enough lies your entire life, sooner or later they come spilling out of your own mouth. I don't want to be that person always on the defensive. I want to trust people like a little kid will believe white lies from their parents to keep them from getting hurt. I try to maintain my integrity and pretty much wear my heart on my sleeve. I just wish everyone and everything was exactly what it seemed.

True Story

My father is completely out of his mind. Not just the way I say my mom is crazy when she's being annoying; he's that delusional, paranoid, never going to get better because he's lost in his own mind kind of crazy. For the longest time I denied this was possible. I've been angry with him because I felt like he did it to himself by using grody drugs when I was in highschool, like somehow he fried his brain. And I've always been sick of hearing about the trouble he goes through. His "woe is me" attitude and his complete lack of motivation I've always felt has been something he chose for himself. No matter how much shit I've gone through in my own life I choose to suck it up, walk it the fuck off, and just BE HAPPY.

Untill now, when he's in the hospital for his mind, submitting his brain to shock therapy, I realize that this is really something he can't control. I've tried so hard to cheer him up and fix his tortured soul, but i'm convinced it's impossible. I feel horrible for being so angry with him the way I've always been, and being embarrased to tell my friends about it.

It gives me a whole new appreciation for having such a sound mind, and not letting the little things in life get me down. True Story: my father is crazy, and I am not, but I love him anyway.

Go

Everyday I wake up I ask myself why I'm still in the place where I was born and raised. I have lived within the same 200 mile radius all of my life....ew. I can't wait till I experience new things, and just go. Whether it's getting to where I'm going or if it's just a breif horrible lapse, it's something different. I don't know where I'm going to end up, but I do know it's not here. South Florida is not my destiny. I can't believe I was almost that girl.

The Fail-Proof Decision Making Plan

I'm faced with a crossroads-a big fucking decision that I don't want to make. I would love for someone greater to make the choice for me, say "This is the best situation for you", and send me on my way. But that would be too easy, and that wouldn't be my life, now would it? I need to choose between California and Florida within the next 2 weeks.

So, naturally I am using the course of action that experts have put major decisions on for thousands of years (or at least since we've had currency),

I am flipping a coin.

This is what I've got, so far:


To be continued.